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Name: boy.
Location: United States
Birthday: 4/4/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: music, guitar, writing, drawing, movies, reading the occasional good book, hanging out with the cool kids.
Expertise: sleeping with the lights off.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  indierock413
Member Since:
10/19/2003
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| i feel like the past 2 years have been full of so much less than i wanted them to. wasted time, wasted energy, wasted breaths bitching and complaining or whatever about so much shit that didn't turn out how i wished or wanted it to. i haven't achieved nearly as much as i wish i did in these past years. looking back, i wish i could change so much. not specifically with any one person or any one area of my life, just done everything differently. just to see how things might have turned out; wheither they would have been better or worse than they are now. not saying their at either extreme; everything's sort of at a standstill in the middle. there isn't any really defined point to this. i started writing this last night before i was just too tired to finish. i just wish things would have turned out differently. i guess there's nobody to blame but myself about how things are . and hell, what's said and done is said and done, right? shit happens and as much as we wish we could change how things end up, sometimes they're simply out of our control, no matter how much we do. so here's to seeing if i can try and turn some things around.
time for something new.
(click 'something new'.)
[the trees are barren; the leaves have turned / now autumn's fallen; everything's changed] | | |
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"pitseleh" by elliott smith is one of the greatest songs ever written.
oh how i've had it with people.
hc was ok. i'm not one for dances to begin with. justin and i were going to leave, but ended up staying. jenn's house = a bunch of sleepy people. ben fell asleep in the trunk of greg's van on the way back to his house.
what happens at greg's house stays at greg's house.
treacledoll0506: wanna know the easiest thing I can say? You are still a little boy.
indierock413: hah
indierock413: that i am
indierock413: a naive, silly little boy
lets hear it for stupid, naive, silly little boys. | | |
| survey because i'm too lazy and tired to write an actual entry:
1) Using your Current Initials, choose a different name for yourself. AJ? shep? who cares? adam is adam.
2) If you were born outside of your era, when would you want to be born and why? mid 1900's because wwII and the 60's are cool.
3) If you ran a store, what would you sell/have? anything musical
4) What part in a movie would you love to play? an extra.. i'm camera shy
5) In your opinion, why do people suck? i'll agree with z: ignorance
6) If you had your own state, what would you put on your new quarter? not a clue
7) Whats the oldest article of clothing you own? dvs shoes from 8th grade that i still wear on occasion
8) What piece of furniture have you replaced the most? bedframe- my cousin busted the old one.. that's really the only piece of furniture i've ever had to replace
9) What instrument do you wish you could be more than great at? piano or better at guitar
10) Record, Tape or CD? cd probably.. mix tapes are the shit though
11) What do you think would be the best concert ever? (max: 4 bands) punchline, fall out boy, rufio, less than jake -or- ben kweller, death cab, elliott smith
12) What's the best part of your favorite movie? "YOU. NEED. TO. CHILL."
13) What do you think is the most over-rated candy ever? skittles
14) If you were writing out your will, who would you give your CD collection to? not a clue... i'd give different ones to different people
15) If you could only debate two topics the rest of your life, what would they be? everything my parents say and
16) Out of your friends, who would you say you are most jealous of, artistically? probably maggie
17) Most jealous of....intellectually? i'm a complete idiot? i dunno... i guess quite a few people
18) What do you collect? music
19) What is broken that you have, that you wish was fixed? my cd drive is all messed up
20) What do you do when you're home sick? sleep and watch reruns of rocko's modern life
21) Why does this survey rock? cause it's the only thing to do at 1:06 am?
22) Story behind your username? indie rock is the music i listen to and 413 was the first random number i came up with
23) Current Favorite Article of Clothing? one of my 98235 black band shirts
24) Line from the last thing you wrote to someone? "i swear i can type" to karin
25) A famous person you have met: if joe/pete/andy from fall out boy count, then those guys... pete's pretty damn cool
26) Favorite way to waste time? play guitar
27) Last thing you bought yourself? burger king after the game tonight
congrats to the junior girls for kicking ass at the garter bowl.
congrats to the varisty football team for losing our homecoming game.
homecoming tomorrow night should prove interesting. | | |
| mom decided that i'm not going to jenn's after hc, so i've decided to take it out on various doors and such around my house. hands are shaking and my knuckles are pretty bloody. definitely can't say i've ever been this pissed off.
if i had the digital camera, i'd take a picture of them, but i got bitched at for leaving it on. oh how i love my family.
debating whether to even go to hc. i hate dances and if my parents are going to suck and make me come home afterwards, then what's the point, right?
i've fucking had it with this shit.
[to be at peace would be a sin / begging for a razor's kiss to treat it from your skin] | | |
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something about tim kasher's lyrics...
i'm too fuckin tired to write in here. i don't know if i'm less pissed off because i'm so exhausted or if it's turning around. we'll just have to wait and see.
i'm not coming home saturday night.
[october leaves.] | | |
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